BeyonD LiFE:-
I may sound crazy but yes especially during night between time when I lay on my bed to I finally fall asleep, I am lost in my own mystique afterlife theory. I think about what happen to us when we die. The very idea of my inexistence after death scares hell out of me. I know that death is inevitable but I just simply cannot give in myself to the idea that we just vanish after we die. The very theory of inexistence makes me uneasy and I even get emotional. I feel like crying because I know there will be no any concrete answers for my questions. There is nothing much I can do about it either. I don’t know if there is someplace where we go after our death. I really hope there is one.
Death is inevitable but as long as we are healthy and doing fine we rarely care about death. We feel like invincible. But when we become old or suffer from a life threatening disease etc and know that death is very near we panic because we are never ready to die. I believe not knowing what lies beyond death makes us not ready to easily to let go of someone who we love.

I was very afraid of death since when I was child. I still remember how I didn’t want to go to my mamaghar because of the fear that the bus I would be travelling in will met with an accident killing me. But as I grew mother told me that when you travel with a purpose nothing can go wrong. I still believe my mother on that. Well, there are people like Gautam Buddha, Prithvi Narayan Shah, Gandhi who managed to leave their presence till today even after their death. These people are being preserved through history. So, I figured out one way to live after death is to make significant contribution to mankind. But I seriously doubt if I could do something huge for mankind. And one thing for sure, the more you think about afterlife the more you get haunted so I suggest we do our effort and who knows if we might end up doing something great.,

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